Where You Set Your Goals?

 

    There are fears I refuse to overcome. My brain always finds a way to perfectly miss the spot where 'it clikcs'. My goals, therefor, are linked to my fears.

The perfectionist inside of my head won't let me to write or make videos for other people to see. Why? Because I've never officially learnt that.

    I'm only good at what I know. And I know how to paint. Drawing and painting have been in my life since I can remember. But making art is more than lines and colours. If I can tell a story with one picture, why can't I with one sentence? The point is I can.

The only obstacle is fear. Unstoppable panic attack right before I click that 'publish' button on my empty for months blog. Or when I sit down to write a copy for a public view and all the word of this world are suddenly gone.

    When I was writing this post over an year ago, I said that 'when it see a daylight, all my dreams will be done and all idols met, and all the fears- gone'. Today I know that fear will never go away.  And it's ok.


With love, Klaudia.